YUMMY DINNER

YUMMY! I just came back from dinner with my dad, 6th aunt & cousin... So much yummy food.. Long time never have such a heavy meal.. Peanut soup, pepper ribs, fried fish, roast duck, roast pork, noodles, long bean with olive leaves + minced meat, the best was durian pudding! OH MAN! I'm so bloated now... The restaurant I went was called Asia Grand, located at 37 Scotts Road. Tel : 6887 0010. It's where Asia Hotel is. For those who knows that area, the old restaurant used to be called Tsui Hang Village.

For those residing in Singapore, should go to this restaurant. Try out the dim sum first.. It's good. Got xiao long bao, har kow, siew mai, char siew bao is good! Also the carrot cake with XO sauce! SUPERB!

So bloated now.... BURP! :D

Blog

I never had the habit of writting diary... Coz I don't write daily... But now having blog, it's like I have somewhere to express my everything... And it feels good to be able to pour out in writing.. It's almost like telling someone how I'm feeling inside.. Though it's like known to the public as it's online... But who cares! So I shall have a new hobby now.. To try to write more often... Or I could upload some pictures to share...

Sunny Sunday

Here I am sitting in front of my computer, blasting Lin Jun Jie's music... Doors, windows are all opened to air the house... Outside is a sunny sunday, yet i'm staying home, lazing around. Not really sure what I'm wanting to write today.. Just felt like typing something so here I am.

Nothing interesting have been happening since the last I was really happy. Life was really
boring and stale till I met that special someone.. As I was learning to appreciate flowers, nature and open air music, all those are gone for 2 months plus.. I'm really bored now.. I was telling my fren that it's coz I had something to look forward to before that's why I felt life wasn't so boring.. But now that my life is back to sqaure one... I guess it's coz in a way I lost a "hobby".

This "hobby" is that I had something to look forward to, someone to show me what is life outside other than work and home.. And now not having it, I'm not quite not so used to. I'm feeling lousy or sad or terrible feelings, I guess it's coz I have nothing to do. Hence thinking too much. I know what's passed is passed and no matter what others have to say or how I felt, nothing can change it now. I'm sure everyone goes thru what I'm feeling... As it's all part of life. Some ppl could have found their meaning in life.. some might have not.. or some might not even find it in their entire life.

I don't really enjoy staying home all the time, watching tv or just lazing around. Though it's quite a relax thing to do sometimes... but it's not a life I want to have throughout my life... IT'S REALLY DAMN BORING YOU KNOW! Lots of ppl want to do stuffs but never got the time to. While I have the time I want, but never know what I want to do with it... Silly isn't it? It came on to me that maybe I should do some volunteering work. Something that keeps me busy, able to help the community and hopefully find out what my life can offer or where my gifting is. I like being with children. Maybe I can volunteer for them. I've sent out a few emails to organisation on my interests in volunteering. Now awaiting answers.

For those who knows me, say a prayer for me before you go to bed. Thanks!

Ian & Ella

A picture to share... My favourite nephew, Ian & his sister, Ella. Aren't they adorable... I'm missing them so much.. Hopefully will get to see them next year!

Thinking of You

I miss someone so much lately. He could be an important part of my life once. I thought I was doing the right thing for my sake but now I'm not sure of my own reasoning anymore. He's been out of my life for months and I was fine. I thought about him once in a while but not like this. It has been weeks and I can't stop thinking about him. I really can't explain it but I'll try. Sometimes a song, or a smell of food, or an atmosphere of a place can trigger some memories. In my case, when I remembered some thing, I'm reminded of him. But the things that trigger my feelings can be any thing. And anything really means any thing. Not limited to the things that we've done together.The mysterious thing is, I haven't really been thinking about him for months and now suddenly, out of the blue, I can't get him out of my head. I mean I haven't contacted him yet and haven't thrown myself at his feet. Another friend suggested that probably I thought of him so much because he's thinking of me too. That sounded much better but even though that's sweet, I don't really believe it either. Imagine you like someone and kept thinking of him or her and that feeling is not reciprocated because he/she have no idea of how you felt, so even though you're thinking of them and hoping that they're thinking of you but they didn't right! Sigh!I'm still thinking of what I should do with this feelings. I've been busy with work. Trying to find things to do as I’ve got too much time on my hands… Nights & weekends are the worse to pass… Everyone looks forward to a great weekend but I hate it for now…. Then what am I doing writing this entry huh. Another sigh!

SunFlower

Sunflowers are tall plants with large, flat flowers. They come from North America but now grow in other parts of the world too. More sunflowers are grown in Russia than in any other countries.

There are several kinds of flowers but the one we are most familiar with has bright yellow petals. Sunflowers can grow over 7 metres tall. The flower head can be 30 to 40 cm across, as big as a dinner plate.

Sunflower seed are planted in the ground in the spring. It takes about 10 weeks for the sunflower head to open. Each flower head contains hundreds of tiny flowers called florets. All sunflowers turn to face the sun. As the sun moves across the sky, the flowers heads turn to follow it...

Most sunflower seeds are crushed and made into animal feed or squeezed to make sunflower oil and margarine. Some seeds are roasted for us to eat as snacks.

Now that you know how sunflowers come about, don't you agree with me that they are such sunny, beautiful flowers!