HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANET & SIEW LAN

TIRED!

Finally it's Friday! It's been a very very very tired week. Been working late 2 nights this week. Sometimes I feel that I work well after office hours. I guess it's quiet and can think properly. Rather in the day, phones are ringing, bosses are calling, checking emails... or doing other people's work and not my own duties.

A new receptionist is coming on Monday. Hopefully she can help me take off some load. Recently it's like a mad house. Lots of tender and projects coming in. Good to have projects coming in as it means money also coming in. But the load of paper work is incredible.

Overall I still find joy in what I do now. Hopefully the flame keeps on going!

Too Serious Too Soon

Found this song while checking out the GPRS on friday night... From the lyrics sounds interesting and it kinda expresses my feelings.... Artist: Gareth Gates

I wonder where you where
I wonder what your thinking about tonight
I wonder
Maybe your alone
Maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonder
I don't know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

I told you every day
I told you every night in every way
I love you

Maybe you got scared
Maybe I have nothing else to say
But I love you
So baby now my life's a mess
Cause I'm
cos I couldn't love you any less

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

Too soon
It's not right
It's not fair
It's in you baby cuts like a knife
what if you were the love of my life

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

we got too serious to soon
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
too serious too soon
I wanted you too love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

FEELING STRESS!

It's been a busy week and so much work to do. So much people to assist. Everyone thinks I'm SUPERWOMAN! HELL NO! It's only my 4 months plus now. And I'm already feeling the stress. I have headaches when my brain gets overloaded. I think about work when I'm home. Think of what I should do the next day. Get stress by calls, people when at work. I've only got 2 hands PEOPLE! We are already so short handed here yet the amount of work is like a huge mountain. I'm so tired.... not just physically but mentally. Worse of all, every month got to think if the salary will come on time. If the company will pay me my CPF... Every month it's late by 1 month and I get letters to pay in cash when it's late payment. When will all these stress get lessor???

Sigh! Lunch time over.. Back to work again.

NEEDS AND WANTS

Have you ever wondered about things or person that you need and want.

A need is something that you can’t live without. Without it (it can be a thing, a person or an action), you might feel pain or empty or suffering or that something is missing in life. If one day you leave home without your handphone, most normal people will go back to get it. They somehow feel that they need it to get through their daily life. One need all mankind needs is a companion. Thus they feel that their handphone is something precious to them. Be it someone to talk to or something to do.

Without this, boredom will come eventually and people will go crazy…

A want is something that you think you might need but somehow it doesn’t really serve a lot of purpose in our life. Materials are just things that you might want but don’t actually need. I just bought some watches. At first sight, it was not only cheap but nice.. But so far I’ve only used it less than 5 times.

Guess I’m used to my old watch instead.

Things I need and have (I have GOD to thank for it)
Handphone
Apartment
A holiday at least once a year
Internet access
A job
Someone to love me (don’t have one at the moment)
Friends
Family

Things I want and got it
Handphone
Apartment
A job

Things I want and want to get it in time to come…
N70
Digital camera
A new computer
Bluetooth adaptor
LOVE
Marriage

Children

A House with a nice backyard, to grow flowers

So I’m thankful that most things that I need, I have it. It’s a good checklist. The above are mainly materials. Frankly, mankind need each other to live. If mankind don’t need anybody and everybody…

If life is like that, imagine how the world will be....…..