THANK YOU!

Here I am sitting in the living room with my fren listening to oldies... We came about this song called THANK YOU and somehow it described how my fren was actually feeling. By right, frens should be fun to be with and someone who you can trust. But if your fren turns your back on you.... SING THIS SONG TO HIM OR HER. This song is by Simple Plan. Here are the lyrics:

I thought that I could always count on you
I thought that nothing could come between us two
We said as long as we would stick together
We'd be alright
We'd be ok

But I was stupid
And again you broke me down
I'll never be the same again

So Thank You for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And Thank You for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back

I wonder why it always has to hurt
For every lesson that you have to learn
I won't forget what you did to me
How you showed me things I wished I'd never see

But I was stupid
and you broke me down
I'll never be the same again

When the tables turn again
You'll remember me my friend
You'll be wishing I was there for you

I'll be the one you miss the most
But you'll only find my ghost
As time goes by
You'll wonder why
You're all alone

So Thank you - For lying to me
So Thank you - For all the times
you let me down
So Thank you - For lying to me
So Thank you - Your friendship
YOU CAN HAVE IT BACK!

Cool lyrics isn't it... Friends out there, treasure the wonderful friendship you have. Coz it's never easy to find someone whom you trust & love & have fun with other than your family. To me, friends are like a part of my daily life.. Without it, wouldn't life be boring!

Good nighty!

Thanksgiving

Ella is so pretty is her dress. And there is cute Ian. When smiling, no eyes can be seen. Looks like he's grown taller from the last I saw him in June. They were at a fren's house for Thanksgiving. Ian called me yesterday telling me that he had a fun time at his fren's house. Ian's got 2 pet fish. One named Max. So he calls it Max Pung.

Cheers!

Saturday's Prayer

Work is the last thing on my mind right now,
With the weekend already here.
Yet it's not the fun that would come,
That satisfies the internal demand.

Every word you speak,
Brings my mood up and down.
Like the swells in the sea,
Such is the hold you have on me.

Choppy waves these are,
Sharp and ever so steep.
Each peak drives me to bliss,
Each trough shatters me to bits.

Why I continue to allow this mad cycle,
I'm dumbfounded.
Perhaps I'd loved you too much too soon,
Perhaps I can't let go of the end of a dream come true.

Still lost within this fantasy,
That life is more than a fallacy.
Of the lies many have told to me,
Of the truths I dare not see.

Round and round the rosemary bush this chase is,
Till one day I'll collapse in a heap, in a daze.
There's something lacking that I'm not able to pull myself up
And I've yet to find out what that is.

My Saturday pray'r to thee,
That we'll both enjoy the company,
Of Z, B, you and me,
And make this weekend as worthwhile as can be..

P.S. An outburst by a little "sister"

Dream Phone!

General Network UMTS / GSM 900 / GSM 1800 / GSM 1900
Size Dimensions 108.8 x 53 x 21.8 mm, 95.9 cc
Weight 126 g Display Type TFT, 256K colors
Size 176 x 208 pixels - Five-way scroll key
Downloadable themes Ringtones Type Polyphonic (64 channels),
Monophonic,
MP3, True Tones Customization
Download Vibration
Yes Memory Phonebook
Yes Call records Yes Card slot RS-DV-MMC,
64 MB card included, hotswap
35 MB shared memory for applications,
SMS, MMS, ringtones Features OS Symbian OS 8.1a ,
Series 60 UI GPRS Class 10 (4+1/3+2 slots) Data speed 236.8 kbps (EDGE) Messaging SMS, MMS, EMail, Instant Messaging Clock Yes Alarm
Yes Infrared port No Games Yes + Java downloadable Colors Camera 2 MP, 1600x1200 pixels, video, flash; secondary video call VGA camera
Bluetooth
EDGE - Push to talk
Java MIDP 2.0
Video calling and download
MP3/AAC/MPEG4 player
WAP 2.0 - xHTML/HTML browser
Pop-Port with USB
FM Radio
T9
Voice command/memo
PIM including calendar,
to-do list and printing
Integrated handsfree Battery Standard battery,
Li-Ion (BL-5C) 900 mAh
Stand-by Up to 250 h
Talk time Up to 3 h 30 min

** HINT HINT! Christmas coming soon..... :-D

Feelings........

FEELINGS ARE WHAT BIND ME

TO MY DEPRESSION

LOGIC AND PRACTICALITY ARE NOT

AIDING ME IN MY CONFUSION

I'M DRAWN TO A CORNER IN THIS DIVISION,

OF A HEART AND MIND THAT

CANNOT WORK IN UNISON.....

Love Is Good?

Love is Good!

But is it Blind?

Will Love visit Us?

Or will it Blow away?

I'm so fed up of looking! For Love!

Do you feel that way?

Shall we say for TodayThough!

That Love is Good!

The Sadness has Passed at Last!

With this New Lovethat we have.

So Shall we sayJust for Today.

That Love is Good!

Love Is Not Ooey Gooey!

Love is not ooey gooey.
Love is strength and commitment.
To love someone can mean telling them what they don’t want to hear.

Love is courage,
and it takes a lot more courage to say “I’m scared,
“or “I love you,” than it does to clout someone around the ears.

Love is respect, for ourselves and others.
It is all about allowing people to be where they are
and loving them anyway.
The moment we say, you do this and then I will love you, that isn’t love……
IT IS MANIPULATION!

Love is about looking for the good in people,
and if we can do that, and do it constantly,
then our own happiness is guaranteed.

As our life is a reflection of ourselves,
the more love and beauty that we perceive,
the more we are growing and the more we are becoming,
and so for all of us….
LOVE IS EVERYTHING.

Keys To My Heart

I'm attracted to obedience and warmth.In love, I feel the most alive when my partner is patient and always willing to be there & never give up on me. I like my lover to think I am optimistic and happy. I would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. My ideal relationship is everlasting, like in the fairy tales, always having a happy ending. I want a relationship that looks to the future... one I can grow with, spend my whole life with,most of all be able to communicate, make me laugh, or even when keeping quiet, we'll know what each other is thinking. My risk of cheating is low. Even if I'm tempted, I'll try hard not to do it. I think of marriage pessimistically. I don't think happy marriages exist anymore, not in this century. It used to be pure & innocent. Now it's full of unfaithfulness. In this moment, I think of love as something I thirst for. I'll do anything for love, and fall for it so easily each time... When will I ever learn that certain things takes time to nurture!

Where Are The Keys To My Heart?

I'm so ADORABLE!

Movie on "I AM SAM"

I have to say that I am not and never have been a particular fan of Sean Penn. Because of that bias I approached this movie with low expectations. The story of a mentally handicapped man fighting for custody of his seven year old daughter sounded intriguing, but it starred Penn. But what a pleasant surprise this movie turned out to be!Penn is actually very good in this role. He brings a realism to the character of Sam Dawson, and portrays him sensitively and with real emotion.

Little Dakota Fanning as Sam's daughter Lucy. She seemed so natural in this role, and I would hope that we see more of her in the years to come. The movie weakens in the last little bit, going for the sappy (and highly unrealistic) ending - unrealistic particularly in the way Lucy's foster mother (Laura Dern) ends up handling the situation. Having said that, I still enjoyed this movie very much.

I would recommend it to others and would watch it again.

So TiReD!

Just came back from work... 2 hours ago.. DAMNED TIRED MAN! But didn't stop me from writing here... So busy at work today. Felt like splitting myself into a few of ME. Had so many things to think about, not enough time to finish work. Luckily my boss sent me home... I even asked if I could come in 30 mins later tomorrow... He replied yes reluctantly! Sigh! Guess it's OK to WORK LATE! But never OK TO COME IN LATE! That's life isn't it!

While working away, a thought came to my mind. Or rather a person's name came to my mind. Was wondering if he left the country yet. So decided to send him a SMS. Got a reply saying "In london since 15, now in Ireland".. Suddenly I'm missing him all over again. No mood to work liao. I sms again "work hard & take care, see you when you get back". Received another reply " back on jan 18 2006"... So happy getting the reply. So looking forward to 2006!

Good Night!

Precious Ones

Fireman Ian to the Rescue! Minnie mouse Ella assisting... Both helping each other fight fires together.

Left : Sweets from halloween party.

Right : Go horse, go...

Life's a Box of Chocolates!

Well here I am just thinking about how in a unexpected instance our lives can change. Sometimes we go through life thinking that nothing will ever change. We seem to go through the same routine day after day and we wonder how the hell we got stuck in this fucking stage in our life. Then in a second, a wink of an eye, the unexpected, unexplainable happens! Like a miracle! Our life is turned completely around and we wonder how the hell it came about, we stand in a moment of unbelievable thought. Feeling like were in the twighlight zone or something, we start to think about how it happened and what we did to make it happen, but these questions remain unanswered. Maybe there aren't any answers either..

Right now out of the blue a change has taken place in my life that I never even imagined, my life is being transformed for the better and it couldn't have come at a better time. Life is back on track again. There is always a reason for things happening the way they do, we just can't figure it out. So my advice to you people is if you think you are stuck in a part of your life you feel is not going to change, have hope, faith, patience, because you never know what is around the corner and it may be approaching sooner than you think, so hang in there.

Life is like a box of chocolates! You'll never know what you choose & how things will turn out.

For those who doesn't know what to do on a Sunday afternoon, just stay home and relax! Blast out the music loud or have a disco time right in your own home...

Love you all!

Peijun's Birthday Dinner

Check out the buffet at Toa Payoh. It's called Sakura. Woah! I had so much to eat. So full now.. There were prawns, fresh oysters, clams, sushi, sashimi, chicken chop, beef, salmon, dim sum, desserts, tempura, soups, salads, ice-cream, even had coffee or tea. Great price too. Very worth the money. It was a pre-birthday celebration for my friend. We got her a bag, 2 watches & a photo frame as it's shared by 5 gals. Peijun loved the presents! We chat, had loads of laughter, think we were the loudest there. But who cares! We are there to have fun! It was great sharing our daily life, past life, what we expect in the present & future... It's our way of knowing one another more. Friendship is really important, don't you agree.. Other than family, that's the 2nd importance. Without friends, I think life would be very sad. So for all of you out there, do treasure your family, loved ones and friendship.

Good night!

Hari Raya Party

Posting some photos taken at a Hari Raya gathering.. There's yummy food like rendang, sambal prawns, nasi briyani, chicken, desserts... It was so delicious! Went with 3 other frens, Bobo, Peijun and Janet. Had loads of fun there. Bobo's niece was very adorable. Had a good time chatting and playing with her.

I aM sO HaPpY! :D

I'm so happy today! No words can describe the happiness I have in me right now... I've had 3 good news today. 1st is I got an increment at work. 2nd is I've got a great present from my loved one. 3rd is that though I've lost something 2 months ago, but I've just gained back something precious, which is friendship! It's the best day I've ever had in a long time! So happy that I can't concentrate at work, seems to forget at surroundings at that moment. Felt like SHOUTING YIPEE, HURRAY, I'M SO HAPPY! Hehehe....

Like what my fren, Monica always say : GOD is fair! GOD knows what I'm going through, know my needs.... I must remember to go to temple to give thanks to GOD. 1stly for the job given to Sean. 2ndly, to let me have back my friendship, 3rd, to thank for giving me such a wonderful Dad!

Now I got the mood to buy lots of 4-D numbers! I've even picked out the numbers... Hopefully it strike this weekend.

Cheers!

SMS

It was a busy day at work as usual.. But was more like on holiday mood still. As I was rushing out work, my handphone beeped! Didn't really bother with it as I didn't think it was important or rather thought it was just a forwarded msg. Finally I got the time to look into it... I WAS SURPRISED! I wasn't sure if I saw the right name.. Thus checked again... YES! It's a fren whom I haven't heard from for some time. I was happy to received his msg... He said he found a job & that he will be starting next week. I replied Congrats and have a good day. Why my reply was so short was becoz I didn't want to be pushy. I think short & sharp was just nice. Kinda of a consolation as he remembered my number still. I guess we are still friends just not friends like in those who really contact often or go out.... We are the "distant" friends who only contact once in a blue moon. I hope one day we'll be able to face each other & become good frens again.

It's a public holiday tomorrow... Selamat Hari Raya to all! Let it be a nice sunny day for all to go out.... :P

New Programme on 5

There's a new programme on Channel 5 tonight called Project Runway... I've read about this in a book called THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA... I'm not much of a fashion person but the show is really interesting as you see ppl trying all ways, materials to produce their work. One guy actually used some vegetable leaves to make a dress! It was real cool... For those residing in singapore, do watch it. It kinda broadens your ideas on fashion and the weirdest items that anyone can think of is actually possible in fashion. Or rather like ppl used to say "Anything is possible as long you are willing to try".

The book I'm reading as per above title... The author is Lauren Weisberger. It's a delightfully dishy novel about the all-time impossible boss in the history of impossible bosses... Or should I say the worst of the lot! It's about a small-town girl named Andrea, fresh out of college, and landed in a job that millions of gals would die for. Hired as the assistant to Miranda Priestly, the high-profile, fabulously successful editor of Runway magazine. The Devil Wears Prada gives a rich and hilarious new meaning to plaints about "The Boss From Hell". Andrea is sorely tested each and every day and often late into the night - with orders barking over the phone. As things escalate from the merely unacceptable to the downright outrageous, however, Andrea begins to realise that the job a million gals would die for may just kill her. And even if she survives, she has to decide whether or not it's worth the price of her soul.

I'm not sure if this book is sold in singapore, if it does, buy and read it... You won't regret it! This book reminds me of a fren who works in a very expensive brand company... His role is almost the same as Andrea (in the book).. After years of hard work, getting hell from the boss, all the stress he faced... And not being appreciated by the boss... that sucks man! So one day he decides to explode as the lava have finally overflowed! For him, that was the ultimate limit!

Tomorrow's a public holiday! Happy Deepavali to All!